today i had a fantastic day. its a happy happy day.
its a pity it has ended.. but at least i have beautiful memories.
i LLLLLLLOVEEEEEEEEEEEE beautiful memories. dun we all???

it was a beautiful sunday morning!
trex at work
bro off.
me off.
monster at home.
brat at home.

laze whole morning.
made plans.
we went to walk walk at IMM...
walking here and walking there

gosh i told u i suck at telling my day.
rose and becca was saying i nv update.
anyways aft that we went to see grams.
fantastic fantastic. everyone was home!

but instead of eating downstairs. we tapoa back.
uncle richard say the food not nice when eaten at home. haha..

took a cab home. the cabby was nice. but talked a lil too much for tired us.
in the end he switched off meter earlier coz we wanted to go by lower delta.
then he said ther got accident. so he will go by bt mearah and then at kampong bahru, he will switch off meter. ahaha. sweet rite.

seldom see this kinda ppl.
and then when we got up the lift. with another guy. he also so nice.
smile at us and hold the lift for moni to come back in coz she went out the lift to give him space out.

its sweet. so many nice ppl today.

i'm wanna watch rose dvd now.. provided moni passes it to me..

i love u guys.
i kinda changed my mind. i shall juz update wat crap i have.
weather its worth reading or blogging or watever.
i shant care.

ps: my eng sucks when i'm rushing to blog.. oh mans. how shameful.

feeling all alone.
feeling no one to depend on.
wish i had answers.
wish i had a shoulder to cry on.
wish i could be stronger.

p/s: i know there is love all ard me. but sometimes the love doesnt seem enough. i shallclose my eyes, take a deep breathe and open em again. perhaps i will realise that i was doing a head stand all these while looking at the world upside down. its time to look at it the right way.

i had a fantastic couple of days!!..
i managed to meet up w gnana. its been forever since i saw her.
since i left school. i felt almost guity seeing her. and almost ashamed. almost?? let me take it back. i was ashamed. i mean what kind of friend am i who never contact her and cldnt be bothered to drop msgs to her. i dunno what my problem is.. but yea. i nv cease to take my hp to drop msgs unless its like a mega once in a blue moon! its a shame i left in less than 2 hrs. ggnana and emily were angry with me.!! gee! but very true. nv time when meet up muz not have any other plans!!!!!!!!!!!!! (repeat this a million times in head)!

most of the time i juz dunno what to day and how to start. and how are u. thinking of u. hope u are doing well and missing u becomes phoney when done too many times. which is y i juz keep quiet almost all the time. gee. i shld learn wat to do man.

anyways. its fantastic that i met becca up the couple of two days. and even more fantastic that we dropped by at out cousins place. she is another person i havent seen forever and forver and forever more! her baby is so cute. and so friendly and clever i juz wanna pop by there again and again and again. we juz kept talking about old times and updating each other. and laughing!!

the only thing that sucked is that i stay so far man! I told becca!! when we gett our new place. must must all buy near near. but aft taht i was thinking its not her lor. its me. she most prob buy around that area rite. after all everyone she knows stay ther.. BUT ME!

but then again rite, she told me she gonna buy central area!!! hahaha. i so whiney. keep complaning abt distance in sg. wat abt those overseas man. how do they see their relatives and stuff. maybe the ans is car??

its something like how one cannot be 'fat in the middle' its either u are slim or very very huge. (becca should be familiar with this topic!) haha. cannot be bothered to elaborate.

btw, juz wondering since when becca calls herself kentang girl?? haha.
and moni ur new blog sibei hard to rmb lei.

yay! i survived 2 nights finally..
cannot tahan night shift. its so bloody long hrs man..

although i only had one admission my first nite and no admissions on my 2nd night,

my nite was filled with changing soiled linen. hate it. bah. thinking of making a list of what useful things to do and guess what i realised i cant exactly think of any. trala..

so today. if my plans work out well,
i'm gonna go to tampiness ikea
and buffet at sakae sushi.! :)
daniel was like u say only u wan to bring me but u nv.
but actally!! he himself action paction. say he dun wan go and wats so nice abt sushi. -.- ppl..

p/s: i scared to eat buffet. i always end up gorging myself (eventhough it is still not enuf to make my money worth).. and then i will feel sick!
i shld start swearing of buffets in a while. take care ..

i was suppose to go out w my buddies aft work today.
but in the end tak jadi. we were so noisy at work. every work day shld be w/o hantu!!!
mamaa fetched me awesome. came straight home to amma.
then fooled ard abit. got so drowsy i dozed an hr on the sofa.

annae kept hurrying us to get ready! :X we were suppose to go to grams. yippee. and it was fantastic. E-V-E-R-Y-B-O-D-Y was at home. :):):):) at first moni wasnt coming. that was kinda sad. but like aiyah wadever. in the end she came after work. it was late though. but at least she was ther..

ate like pigs. auntie helen is like the coolest la. she got no airs. i never felt so open with her. and rose is so cheeky! tsk tsk. always love fulfilling days like this. i wanted to watch leap years. becca bought but she chatting with her friends. wait until didnt watch. hmmz.. need to borrow that movie from her !!! wahaha.

oh! my room has brand new bright light. its amazing. i love it. it doesnt look gloomy. its like ta-daa.. waaaah!